Eyes closed with whispering lips

Current mood: calm


I close my eyes and I see you. I miss you so much that my mind cannot stop wandering into the dreams I constantly have of us being together. Our lives finally joining together. Yet, for all I know it may never happen. Tears stroll down my face, both in happiness and sadness. Happy that I am blessed to have you in my life, filling my heart with so much joy, but sad that I am not with you, by your side, where I hope to eventually be. I do not know where we will be tomorrow, but I so desperatly want even a little time with you. Just a moment where our worlds can unite and we spin in on each other, laughing and in love, holding each other, just us, just for that moment. Our hearts beat together, we smile, and we stare into each others souls.

I miss you so much. I love you so much. I sleep at night, imagining myself with you, as lovers would lay, sleeping calmly in each others arms. A dream, yet so true, a piece of my reality that may pass. One can hope. One can wish, one can pray, even if they are not religious. One can focus all of the energy within himself on a single moment, for just the chance, that perfect timing that everything will come together, and you, and you... and I will become us, again, our souls finally join together, pressing each other and dancing like long lost friends who know each other with such a deep understanding that nothing else matters.

One can dream. Tomorrow, tomorrow...things may change, but within the dream, the fantasy world, you will always be there, and if all should go as planned, you will be in the real too.

Until that day, however, I shall keep stepping in that right direction, building myself, preparing for that day, a day of beauty, where love and passion collide into an amazing array of energy, spreading its velupcious wings through the heavens. And it will be You who is She, and I, and we will be Us.

Swift Travel

So I am moving. Yep. I am finally getting away from the small town and going down state to a slightly larger city. One of at least noticable size. I will miss the bay and the rolling hills of green trees blowing in the wind, but I can always come back here if I want to. I am pretty excited, I got a new job that I think is going to be a good first step in a new direction, which i have been wanting to do for awhile. I move friday.

I have been feeling a bit lonely lately though. Mostly because I have not spoken to my girlfriend much and I am not sure what is going on. Last I heard she was doing okay but still sickly, so I can only hope that she is getting better and that I will hear from her soon. I was hoping to talk to her before I moved, but I am not sure if I will get to. One can always hope. :)

I need to start packing some more, and it's getting late, so I am off!