Been sitting here most of the day filling out the same information over and over and over. It has made my mind almost stop functioning. It is mind numbing. Really... my mind feels like Jelloooooo... or maybe Marshmallows. Either way.. squishy and gooey. Oh wait, it's probably like that anyway. hah.
I did really well on my paper for class last week though. I got a 100%, which is pretty good, I'd say. I'm quite happy about it. Especially since I had a hard time writing it with all the crap going on inside of my head lately. It was difficult to sort it out so that I could type a coherent sentence. But... apparently it worked out in the end.
Why is like... everytime one bad thing happens another seems to pop up right after? One of my oldest friends, someone I have been extremly close with is now suddenly pushing me away as I am trying to be closer. It seems like anything I do just makes it worse and I really cannot grasp what the hell is going on. It is extremly frustrating. I just... don't.... get... it.....
My mind is really going numb. Lost your job, lose your girlfriend, lose one of your closest friends... lose your mind. Yeah... that sounds about right. Do you work through it? Of course... but the question is... does it work? Apparently not.
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