The Tides Of A Lonely Warrior

Current mood: calm


The sun warms my skin and a very gentle breeze blows across me, making my hair wisp back and forth slightly as the sounds of the russeling leaves fill my ears. In that, I do find a calm, a peace. It's a place that I can think a little more clearly, try to regain some focus that I have lost in the last month or so. I have. Everything seems so far away again and I became really stressed. I miss my girlfriend, we have not spoken much in the last few weeks, for whatever reasons, but I hope she is feeling better.

After my last post, venting about my friend who made me mad, I decided to speak to him again. I did not feel it was right to just throw him out of my life without at least telling him what, why, and all that. I talked to him earlier today, just enough to say we needed to talk and that I had some stuff to say he may not want to hear. He will be coming here in a bit so that I can tell him face to face and discuss it. we'll see what happens.

I have an editor finally. We'll see what comes of my writing now, hehe. I'm excited for her opinions and suggestions though, I think she will be helpful.

I did finish Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows, too. It was quite good. I would suggest it to anyone who likes the series, though I am sure anyone who likes the series has already read it, or plans to. hehe. She did very well with it though, I was not disappointed.

I'm going to head back outside and enjoy the warmth of the sun for a bit longer and listen to the whispers of the wind, though I never understand what it says, hehe :)